I found this fragment in my diary. Sometimes I write down my dreams, and I don’t even remember when I wrote this down! I love how fragmented and formal it sounds, as if I am writing at arm’s length about the thoughts of a stranger.
I dreamed that I was on a grand trip, but had found a room to rent with a view of the ocean so vast I could see the curvature of the earth.
I knew in my secret heart that I loved this view best, because I felt constantly on the edge and horizon of all things, and I felt a deep joy to feel that things went on forever.
In my travels I ran into an old friend. “I’m a conceptualist now,” he said. “I am a visionary and I like to make solid the wishes that help people best get through their day.”
Whatever, I thought, and left before he could finish his story
The funny part is, the person I met in my dream was not anyone I have ever known or met--at least that I could remember. I imagine it doesn't say much about me that I can be bored with a stranger's conversation after a sentence or two. And he certainly seemed to have skills I could have taken advantage of, more's the pity.